I'm trying to pray, But my mind just wants to race. The blanket over me feels dark- I don't know which thoughts to chase. I'm lying on the floor, defeated before I even start my day. Everything feels fruitless. Am I even saved? I don't know who to marry. I don't know which chore to do first. There are so many options, I feel that I could burst. Every path has a contradiction, Each as valid as the next. The only path that's broken Is staying in my bed. But each step gets more

The days may grow dark The weeks may be empty The hours fill with pain The shadows loom tall and stark Broken and beaten down Defeated and running short on hope Shattered and bleeding out Feeling like I’m about to drown Still my heart sings of your glory Beating to the tune of your voice Sounding out a song my lips can’t sing I know this pain is not the end of my story There’s no telling where tomorrow will find me Except that I know you will go ahead The paths may twist and

You say, You say so many things, So many things that scare me, So many things that excite me. How dare you suggest, How dare you suggest...